Tuesday, June 28, 2011
How much more of this can I take ?
I try my hardest to not always speak bad about my family or personal life .. but god damn it .. there are times when you just can't help it ! Screw it .. we are all not perfect we all have problems .. and hiding it is not going to make anything any better !! Oh sure I am not going to expect someone to sit here and place their sex life on the internet, or the fact that their sister or brother are cheating on their spouses ( NO its not happening in my world.. just an example.. LOL .. oh god my siblings would kill me ! LOL ) But this time I just need to vent ! Boy oh Boy there are times that you wonder how to handle children. Do they come with directions? And it's just not the kids .. it's the fact that my poor boyfriend ended up in the ER yesterday with the possibility's that he had a Pulmonary Embolism, though 8 hours later .. they decided it was inflammation and sent him home at 1:30am!!! Saturday I get a phone call from another member of my ambulance that they just picked up my grandmother for General Weakness and when I got to the hospital .. they thought it was a stroke.. then finally it turned out she was fine.. just needs serious physical therapy. Though she is still in the hospital so I have been going back and forth to see her .. then my youngest decides to act up and now I need to deal with her. Summer has just begin, what else is going to happen ?? How much more stress can I take ! Here let me scream a little ( AAAAHHHHHHH) OK I feel a little better now !!