I am so tired of being " sick " I can not wait till they figure out what is going on with me. Even though I know having that tumor on my adrenal gland on my kidney is not a good thing, though it can be fixed by surgery and once it is .. I will have to be watched.. BUT I won't be feeling so miserable all the time. I have been fighting my anxiety, tiredness, stress, feeling nauseous headaches and so on .. I just want it all to go away! You would think I was a hyper Condorcet (OMG did I even spell that right??) and to be honest with you I started to think that about me. .. But after going to the Cardiologist she has made me feel other wise. She truly believes there is something going on .. and to be honest that tumor condition does match all my symptoms.. though we will find out hopefully on Thursday .. but its just annoying. There are days where I just don't want to do anything but sleep. ( NOT good with you have three kids & other responsibility's ) YIKES.. Granted I would love at times to never get out of my bed regardless.. who wouldn't. At least I know I would be content just chilling in bed all day at times! lol
Tomorrow I will be having my 24 EEG placed on my head so I can then look like some freak driving down the road. I can see it now .. people are going to see this weird looking women driving down the road with all these colorful wires coming out of her head! LOL Oh Lord .. god help me now!! If I was not weird enough at times.. now I have to walk around looking like some kind of science experiment. LMAO !!!
Maybe once I am fixed ( if that is the problem ) I will feel 100% better... have more energy and go to the gym.. get healthy and walk the cat walk because damn girls move over because I am going to LOOK GOOD !! Hot damn !!! ( OK now that I just woke up from my dream ..)Things should be looking up .. I just hope its sooner then later !