Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Oh hear it goes !!!

She is here !! My daughter's friend who she has not seen in 3 years. They were pulled apart after my ex- and I broke up with out any warning when he left me. Though while him and I what I thought was trying to work things out. My mom came to VA and picked up the kids for two weeks to give me a break and have a little vacation. What they nor did any of us realize was that trip to NY was a move they did not expect to happen. Then things went down hill from there with out a floatation device! My kids never had the chance to say good bye to their friends.. or did I have much of a chance to say good bye to my life as well. 
After having a nerves breakdown and being admitted into a hospital for it... My ex decided it would be a good idea to NOT focus on helping me get healthy again .. he decided to pack his own personal belongings and move back to NY him self. I was left behind in a hospital trying to heal from an emotional drop in my life! 

Now 3 years later things have change... Life is good but toughs memories will last in my head for eternity!!!!  There is no way out of it. Every time I want to look at a baby pic of my son, there is none to be found. When I want to read about his first steps or his first words, can't do that either. Or look for my kids christening outfits from when they were a baby.. Nope can't do that either... this is all because of my un-expected world that had tumbple down on me. All I can relate it to is a tornado ... just rolled into my life.. Up routed my family, my beleives, my dreams, and my heart and then just dropped it where ever he wanted to. All that stuff may just be just materalistic things. But they were mine... and my childrens. Now they are all gone because my ex did not want to pay the rent .. though I had no clue what was going while in the hospital and my children being with my parents I had nothing I thought I needed to worry about. Guess I was wrong. 


It saddens me from time to time, though I think of it as a house fire .. we just lost it all! I am now working on new memories for my baby's .. My baby's are not much baby's any longer, but they are mind! I was thinking of buying them each a baby book ... I know it may not be the same .... missing their baby fit prints, their birth annoucements, their ID Braclets. BUT I can add to our life that started 3 years ago. 


Our Life now .... 3 years later. Started in July 2008. That was our start to a new life ! It was rough at first, but I pushed through them all. I went back to college, I am now and EMT, I am doing things I enjoy doing, I am also now in school to obtain my Associates in Drug and Alochol Counseling which I will be graduating in October 2012. I have Amit and a Fabously life for my self and my children. 


Now after all these years ... another mild stone has come into our life .... My daughter's beautiful best friend from VA .... and after three years they are now back together again!!!! 


This is going to be the best graduation for Jordan ... a beautiful ending to a PERFECT begging to a new journey in life.

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